Things have really been coming together for me. ….As an individual. I mean, my grades aren’t where they could be, but I’m satisfied. I just started the FIDM fashion club all on my own, which makes me eligible for scholarships. I have a meeting with FIDM next week to discuss that. Im learning a lot about marketing, sales, as well as event planning, & i’m having fun with it, too. Things have really been coming together for me, but I know I’ll never be satisfied. There’s always always always room for improvement.
As far as relationships go, (not necessarily meaning romantically) I feel like I’ve been growing distant from everyone in the process of all this. I’ve been told so many times that when it comes to chasing your dreams & making them come true, sometimes you have to be selfish & you can’t let people hold you down. I never really understood until now. I’ve been so focused on making shit happen for myself and trying to set a foundation for my future that I haven’t really been paying much attention (or as much as usual) to the people in my life. But I really hope they understand as to why.
I’m hoping, praying, that I’ll learn to manage both sides of this.. Making my dreams come true & still maintaining stable relationships with the people I love at the same time.
&.. that’s pretty much it, + I got a promotion at work like two weeks ago, lol. Nbd. But Yeeaah. K.
