98% of the time, I’m absolutely fine. I’m happy & hella occupied. I do think about you on occasion but I dont mind it much.
Then there’s the 2% of the time where I just fucking miss you like craaaazy. I just fucking sit there & I contemplate on if I should text you or not. Or maybe I’ll be doing something & I just hella think about “if you were here _____ would happen.” or I reminisce about what we did somewhere.
I don’t understand why this is still happening! It’s frustrating. I mean.. Yeah I guess I know I’ll get over it in time or something to that affect, but I just don’t understand WHY I haven’t yet. I know it’s over. I know it’s been done. So why the fuck can’t I just get on with my life & not think about you anymore.-__- seriously. This sucks. I know I said I appreciate our relationship, and I do. But I just hate missing you. I shouldn’t.
